Thursday, December 3, 2009

deterritorialization



embedded within, and
subjugated by our fears
the dream is a dream
a territorialization of the unconscious
an intsense accumulation of desires
breaking down the very tangibility of our existences
and inspires us to believe (in love)
that in our minds
"we could conquer the world"

everything culminates towards this
fate.
is a funny thing




random day.



Wednesday, December 2, 2009

you and me could write a bad romance


"so the question is:

1: do I really wanna trust this feeling ?

2: do I wanna let it pass me by ?

3: do you think it's only superficial ?

4: could it actually be different this time ?"



Tuesday, December 1, 2009

500 pages of summer



page one
looking forward to a beautiful summer
and a thousand plateaus
an assemblage of desires
in our secret world




Monday, November 30, 2009

shit




"it'd be a problem if i fall in love with you."

we can tell each other

and tell ourselves

that it won't ever happen.

but i am

slowly,

falling.

is that a good thing?

surely things do not happen in this absurd manner.





Sunday, November 29, 2009

haven


"i feel like i want to
meet you right now and
give a big hug"

:)

"i'd like that"



a safe place.



Tuesday, November 24, 2009

003 the gift

>his home<

[a slow rhythm of footsteps along the corridor
a cigarette in one hand, her bag in the other.
she walks towards the end. to a door.
smokes a final puff, and butts the ciggie in a pot of plants.]

[she stands silent for eleven seconds.
to muster the courage
and turns the door knob.]

[the house is silent.]

[she sees a painting on an otherwise empty black wall.
a figuration of a woman.
and on the floor against that wall
incense sticks. burning.]

[she walks in. and heads to the bedroom]

[there he lies on the bed. as if he was dead.
motionless.
his back facing the entrance.]

"hi. it's me"

[no reaction. he remains motionless]

"it's 6 pm. and i can't be here very long."

"but i brought you ... a gift."

[she smiles. takes 'the gift' out of her bag and shakes it.]

"i'm putting this on the table. okay?"

[she places 'the gift' on a side table adjacent to the bed. her eyes well up.]

[she puts her bag on the floor. and then gets on the bed.
and hugs him from behind. a longing hug.
she cries. and he cries along]

[she wipes his tears off his face.
and whispers something into his ears. for a whole minute.]

"i need to go"

[he turns around and hugs her]

"okay. do you need anything?"

"no, i'm good."

[he lifts her up from the bed. hugging her all the way to the other side of the room.]

"take care."

"you too."

[a goodbye]

>her home<

[she stands in front of her own door.
she no longer cries.
but sadness never left her face.]

[she looks for her keys in her bag
and finds 'the gift'.
returned.]