Monday, August 31, 2009

tragedy



"i love u so much, but i hate you so bad because i cannot have you"


Saturday, August 29, 2009

home

"May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home"

hipokrit


hypocrites
take your own advice won't you?
you are a disgrace to your religion

jangan ambik hati
i am only saying what i know




Thursday, August 27, 2009

"you deserve better"

we do.


Saturday, August 22, 2009

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

marcello

"A man who agrees to live like this is a finished man, he's nothing but a worm! I don't believe in your aggressive, sticky, maternal love! I don't want it, I have no use for it! This isn't love, it's brutalization!"





Monday, August 17, 2009

loss




slowly

i am beginning to grapple with the losses i experienced recently

"sampai menutup mata"

she'd sing it all day long
that song you dedicated to me.

i hate you




i miss you

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Friday, August 14, 2009

busy

i have been busy
so busy i don't even have time for myself
but perhaps that's not a bad thing.

cause my mind has been wandering...
and wondering.

i can't even write a fucking draft.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

raffles

yum.

i ate a lot recently.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

f w


muji
bentos
shibuya
udons
sanaa
kengo
mu
uniqlo


yes
i am going to tokyo!


(but i will just about miss tokyo international festival! talentime might be showing! is it?)





Thursday, August 6, 2009

the studio. good luck everyone















photography by david, chern, shyn, faiz

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

the day



the day i realized that my life is actually pretty good
is the day i stopped expecting too much of it

:)

it will come. soon. it will come sooner than i think.



Sunday, August 2, 2009

shame


there are so many things i can write about right here
but

i will save you the shame

(no one reads your blog anyway)

i am free and happy :)