people come and go
for 3 2/3 years
this place has been my only constant
but perpetual, regardless
it has seen many tragedies, much love
and countless accounts of stupidity
in other words,
this place knows me better than i know of my own self
recently i thought of starting afresh
delete the blog.
because after all, everything will come to an end
the reason i built this place
was to record, to 'remember'
"whatever remains in my memory now. i hope i never forget."
i said 34 months ago
i became the dweller
of my own dreams
i compare love to horizons
its manifestation merely constructed by my eyes
everything here has been about coding signs
and poeticising nostalgia of senses
but right now
i only want to forget
the "power of forgetting" permits one to feel absolved,
to abandon one as to welcome another.
to paraphrase deleuze and guattari