dawn

this is the post that i wanted to write, but did not:


i longed for the day i was a nihilist
before i fell in love with an ombre
i feel so intensely now it hurts
the only solution is
annihilation

"the night began with promise
and ends with nothing"

dawn breaks

i am looking through a dusty window pane
the horizon now blurry and indistinct



thank you.


i miss you